My life...
When you know, you know…

That’s what I have been told oh so many times. I never understood it until now. For the past 2 weeks I have felt a happiness that I have not felt in a long time. It made me realize that I have the right to be happy. I need to be happy and there is so much more out there for me. All hope is not lost… I think I have finally made it to a point in my life where I’m ready to let go. I’m ready to move on and do what I need to do to be happy. The time that I have spent with him does not make me feel the least amount of regret, which is why I know I’m ready. It may sound pretty bad, but whatever. If this is what it takes then I am so ready. Here’s to a new life!

Last night…

I had a dream and you were in it. It seems as though that’s the story of my life these days. You wrapped your arms around me and I felt safe and warm. The way you took my hand in yours was so real. It felt like it was just meant to be. You looked into my eyes with your big brown eyes and I felt the world around me close in.